Another bad night

[blu_crying_wolf]

I had another bad night last night. I was up until 6 am. I cried until 4 am. Ben tried his best to calm me down, but it didn't work. I don't know what else to do about all of this. I mean, Ben and I haven't been clicking in the past few weeks. We've been picking at each other, and bickering a lot. I know that it's probably me and him having to deal with me, but I just don't know what else to do. I feel bad about it. I want to change it so badly, I just don't know how.

I feel like shit right now. I don't feel good at all - my tummy hurts and I'm so tired... I think I'm gonna go sit in my bed and read some. I just wanna feel better.

-WoLf