Jun 05, 2005 06:06
Well..
It's 6:06 am as I begin to write this.... and I haven't slept at all.... yet.
Things have been going really good the last few days. I've really been surprised...
I don't know why, but it all began with me starting to feel better. I wasn't as depressed anymore, and I felt like this weight was lifted from me. Then, Ben and I find out we were approved for food stamps... God that will help soooo much!! I was elated! I've been on this natural high... it's been so great...
The only thing that sucks is that I'm not sleeping anymore!!! :( But I guess that's what happens when you're Bipolar and not taking your sleep meds b/c you don't have insurance and you've run out... and going into a manic state doesn't help at all (sigh + smile).
Ben had said something about going grocery shopping this morning before he goes to work... I hope I can stay away so I don't disappoint him by not wanting to go...
I'm just so happy that we aren't going to have to scurry around to find food anymore... and we'll have a little extra each month to save up... and then in Sept he'll be getting his grants for school.. yay!!
(sigh) I guess you have to take all the good you can when you can get it...
-WoLf