Comments | blu_crying_wolf: well that sucks

blu_crying_wolf

well that sucks

Jun 03, 2005 03:24

i cant sleep again... its fucking 3:24 in the morning and I have to be awake enough to talk to the Social Security people at 9:00. how am i going to do that??? I am starting to feel sleepy, but I dont wanna sleep ( Read more... )

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shardsofsilver June 3 2005, 08:49:33 UTC

What kind of trouble has livejournal gotten you into? I mean, I guess if it's causing you problems then I understand the move to a paper diary.... Personally, though, I've never been able to stick to a regular journal. The fact that I've got an audience is all that keeps me tied to this one.

I hope things get better for you.

thanks blu_crying_wolf June 3 2005, 15:59:55 UTC

thanks for replying back... its just that my family/friends read what i write in here and i'm always getting fussed at for one thing or another. either i've hurt someone's feelings or i'm not taking care of myself, what have you. i love the fact that i have an audience of my peers on here... i really wish i had more people that read what i wrote - its just the family (mainly my mom and brother).

thanks for your concern :)

-WoLf

Re: thanks shardsofsilver June 4 2005, 07:27:57 UTC

At least their fussing lets you know they care. =) It's always tricky letting friends and family into your personal thoughts, but that's just one of those things that comes with the territory, I guess...and there are ways to work around it if you really want, of course. I know it was tough for me to deal with when my friends starting learning about my LJ and I had to decide how much I wanted to share with them. In the end, though, I think it has made me closer to my friends because they know more about what's going on in my head and maybe they understand me a little better than they once did.

Oh, and if you really want more LJ friends, theferrett wrote a pretty thorough Guide to Making Friends on LJ - which you probably wouldn't want to follow completely, since it's just a popularity guide, but it has some useful rules of thumb for getting more readers. My advice is simply to comment a lot, add lots of people to your friends list, and post in community journals. Things like that get you out in the public eye, and the more exposure you have, ( ... )

so sorry you feel that way anonymous June 4 2005, 00:25:56 UTC

Ashy Ashy Ashy..............where do I start?? Let's see, how about the idea that your mother and brother love you very much, and do not want to see you hurt yourself anymore. Is that a good reason for me to read this?? And then again...I have learned alot about you, that I didn't know and ways to maybe understand you better. But if you rather I didn't then just say so. As far as not being there.....that is not true...I am there with you in thoughts and prayers as I have told you so many times before!! And just a beep beep away..........It is you that choses not to tell me things..and to be honest I will always be your mother no matter what. I know you are married, and things cannot be the same, however my love for you has and will not change.....I love you with ALL my heart and always will.....Mom