hmm...
well tonight was interesting, as I predicted. Spent the night with ivy and chris in sackett's harbor. I love the harbor... must go there more often. anyway, to recap, i decided life was too friggin short, had a talk with ivy that put some things in perspective, and for the first time in two years I think I'm ok again when it comes to her. I think by the start of next semester, I may finally be emotionally balanced again >_> as anyone who reads this journal can attest, I've been a fucking mess these two years, for a many more reasons than just ivy. I think this is a step in the right direction in that I need to just let go of things. The fact that after I graduate from clarkson I'll be gone, and I mean seriously gone, doesn't hurt either. It's finally time for me to say ok, this chapter of my life has been fun, but it's over. time to close the book, shut the door, don't have to go home but you can't stay here. and it scares the hell out of me, but what else can you do?
made a lot of progress on the website. re-arranged the page for the written content to display a little better. still needs some tweaking, but it'll work. next up: the blog and visual content pages. have what I want to do all written down, just need to make it work. with any luck, the page will be 100% fully functional by teh end of tomorrow... just need to get those pages working and the page that will actually display the work. here's to hoping.
made a lot of progress on the website. re-arranged the page for the written content to display a little better. still needs some tweaking, but it'll work. next up: the blog and visual content pages. have what I want to do all written down, just need to make it work. with any luck, the page will be 100% fully functional by teh end of tomorrow... just need to get those pages working and the page that will actually display the work. here's to hoping.