withdrawl
these days have been hard. Ive come to the self realization that SJE was not good for me. Im feeling pain but its different this time. Its a withdrawal pain. I guess its just because Ive become so used to being close to some one, some one to come home to, some one who I could be comfortable with. I told her I loved her and I meant it. But now Im questioning if I was in love with her or the thought of being in love with her. I want to get into SCAD, I want to flee auburn and not look back. I want to get a fresh start.