Maybe its too early
Im doing a bit better now. Been focusing on getting all this stuff together for applying to Grad school. I think its going to look pretty good, but the profs have got to like it too, more then the 20 other students applying. I cant call it right now. So much is riding on this, this could potentially effect the rest of my life. It will, theres no doubt about it.
Maybe its too early
I still hurt about stuff, not that any one has done bad, but Im slowly getting over sj. Dont want to but I need too.
There is this girl.
She is the most gorgeous girl Ive ever seen. Shes not like model status or perfect. But shes cute and very attractive and is perfect in her imperfection. She has long dark brown hair. I dont know her eye color for sure but I think its Hazelish brown. She has a beautiful smile. She smiled at me the other day when she came in, shes now started using the MDRL and she checked out Star Wars. Shes def a geek girl from the looks of it. She wears chuck taylors. She has black fingernail polish but shes not a goth. I wish I could find a way for her to tell me her name. I wish we could some how get on speaking terms. I know her name from FB and the abundant time that I have infront of a computer to stalk her. I mean Im not drueling over her. I just wish that I would have the balls to tell her that she is the most beautiful girl Ive ever seen and it would make my year to be able to take her on a date or just get to know her. I mean I dont want to be like the heavy breathing guy that creeps you the fuck out or follows you around. I dont know much else about her other then her name and that she graduates in 2012.
I know this is pretty shallow way of looking at things due to me just going off of her looks. But Ive gotten good at learning about people from the way they dress. Shes not a hipster of sorts. Shes not dressed to the 9's. Shes not preppy. Not a sorroity girl. Shes a tshirt and jeans kind of girl. The kind that you can get to know and not feel out classed or worried about how you are.
She seems like a girl I could fall dangerously for.
Maybe Im making something out of nothing. She seems the type that is geeky but well balanced. A medium. Every time she has come in this past week to the DRL the other girl DRL people wind up helping her when I actually try to help her.
I wish I were as good a shape as I was in back in '05, Id go straight up to her and just tell her I think you are the most attractive and beautiful girl I have ever seen and have the worst case of cuteness Ive ever seen. That would probably weird her out.
I wish I could get to know her, and I wish that she was just as attractive on the inside as she is on the outside.
ok enough about that
I hate doing a portfolio
it sucks
Id much rather being doing other things right now.
Maybe its too early
I still hurt about stuff, not that any one has done bad, but Im slowly getting over sj. Dont want to but I need too.
There is this girl.
She is the most gorgeous girl Ive ever seen. Shes not like model status or perfect. But shes cute and very attractive and is perfect in her imperfection. She has long dark brown hair. I dont know her eye color for sure but I think its Hazelish brown. She has a beautiful smile. She smiled at me the other day when she came in, shes now started using the MDRL and she checked out Star Wars. Shes def a geek girl from the looks of it. She wears chuck taylors. She has black fingernail polish but shes not a goth. I wish I could find a way for her to tell me her name. I wish we could some how get on speaking terms. I know her name from FB and the abundant time that I have infront of a computer to stalk her. I mean Im not drueling over her. I just wish that I would have the balls to tell her that she is the most beautiful girl Ive ever seen and it would make my year to be able to take her on a date or just get to know her. I mean I dont want to be like the heavy breathing guy that creeps you the fuck out or follows you around. I dont know much else about her other then her name and that she graduates in 2012.
I know this is pretty shallow way of looking at things due to me just going off of her looks. But Ive gotten good at learning about people from the way they dress. Shes not a hipster of sorts. Shes not dressed to the 9's. Shes not preppy. Not a sorroity girl. Shes a tshirt and jeans kind of girl. The kind that you can get to know and not feel out classed or worried about how you are.
She seems like a girl I could fall dangerously for.
Maybe Im making something out of nothing. She seems the type that is geeky but well balanced. A medium. Every time she has come in this past week to the DRL the other girl DRL people wind up helping her when I actually try to help her.
I wish I were as good a shape as I was in back in '05, Id go straight up to her and just tell her I think you are the most attractive and beautiful girl I have ever seen and have the worst case of cuteness Ive ever seen. That would probably weird her out.
I wish I could get to know her, and I wish that she was just as attractive on the inside as she is on the outside.
ok enough about that
I hate doing a portfolio
it sucks
Id much rather being doing other things right now.