art. retrospective. days of allnighters.
Hello. It is 1:54 AM in the morning. I am dead TIRED.
I am currently waiting for all my art projects to transfer into my 4GB flash drive...it's taking FOREVER.
I also have calculus homework to do...and we get back GRADES from that class tomorrow. oh my gawdd...i probably failed that test we took...T_T
BUT on the plus side, that mini calculus project i took HOURS on...is apparently now going to be a completion grade (most likely an A) YAY!
BUT other than that...I'm doing horribly in that class. I have a D...T_T
OH whatever...I got capped from UT. It doesn't matter anymore.
So...college decisions are going to be rough. I really really really pee in my pants want to go to UT my sophomore year after finishing up UTSA.
BUT...my dad and I had this "talk" Thursday night, and I ended up crying out of frustration. I lack communication with them...it's really hard for me to talk to my dad. I have to choose my words carefully..and I have to think about everything I want to say in my head first. But then I forget and I just want to lash out...but I refrain myself. Then in the end I end up crying like no other because of my frustration, and I end up crying even MORE when he asks me why I'm crying. AND THEN it sucks even MORE when he thinks I'm crying because I didn't get into UTA.
*NOTE -- I was fine with getting capped. Sure I was bummed, but it's not the damn end of the world.
So...that basically sums up the last few days of my spring break. Ugh. How disgusting.
Anyways, BOYS OF FLOWERS. AHAHAHAHAHA. GAEUL AND YIJUNG. OHMYGAWD...if they dont get together im going to sue them. =x
SPRING BREAK -- WHAT I DID:
o3/13 -- Took a nap and then went to Christine's house and watched Requiem For a Dream (?) I dont remember
o3/14 -- Crap...it was so long ago...I don't even remember
o3/15 -- Sarah's rodeo thing. Woke up late...got pissed off cause I couldn't go. Then I tried to go at like 12...but then it started raining and then the rents took the car.
o3/16 -- ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. :)
o3/17 -- went to play soccer/football with the cousins at colony bend elementary school. Apparently, I run really "girly". Do I really run girly? I don't want to run girly...that makes me sound...to girl---ish.
o3/18 -- Had a date with IRENE to Home Depot. =D Then went to Jessica's house to watch Antique Bakery...full of gay men. LOL. joojihoon is cute. :)
o3/19 -- Had dinner at Ichiban with the cousins then went to Piccomolo's with everybody else.
o3/20 -- Went to the mall and bought some shorts at F21 with the cousins. :)
o3/21 -- nothing
o3/22 -- nothing
HEHEHE. Notice, I didn't really hang out with a lot of friends over the break...teehee.
I'm the type of person where I like to get invited cause I suck at making plans. I like to be spontaneous...unless the event/situations requires planning...then the planning is necessary.
okay. the transfer is done. I end this entry at 2:06 AM. GOODBYE. :)
I am currently waiting for all my art projects to transfer into my 4GB flash drive...it's taking FOREVER.
I also have calculus homework to do...and we get back GRADES from that class tomorrow. oh my gawdd...i probably failed that test we took...T_T
BUT on the plus side, that mini calculus project i took HOURS on...is apparently now going to be a completion grade (most likely an A) YAY!
BUT other than that...I'm doing horribly in that class. I have a D...T_T
OH whatever...I got capped from UT. It doesn't matter anymore.
So...college decisions are going to be rough. I really really really pee in my pants want to go to UT my sophomore year after finishing up UTSA.
BUT...my dad and I had this "talk" Thursday night, and I ended up crying out of frustration. I lack communication with them...it's really hard for me to talk to my dad. I have to choose my words carefully..and I have to think about everything I want to say in my head first. But then I forget and I just want to lash out...but I refrain myself. Then in the end I end up crying like no other because of my frustration, and I end up crying even MORE when he asks me why I'm crying. AND THEN it sucks even MORE when he thinks I'm crying because I didn't get into UTA.
*NOTE -- I was fine with getting capped. Sure I was bummed, but it's not the damn end of the world.
So...that basically sums up the last few days of my spring break. Ugh. How disgusting.
Anyways, BOYS OF FLOWERS. AHAHAHAHAHA. GAEUL AND YIJUNG. OHMYGAWD...if they dont get together im going to sue them. =x
SPRING BREAK -- WHAT I DID:
o3/13 -- Took a nap and then went to Christine's house and watched Requiem For a Dream (?) I dont remember
o3/14 -- Crap...it was so long ago...I don't even remember
o3/15 -- Sarah's rodeo thing. Woke up late...got pissed off cause I couldn't go. Then I tried to go at like 12...but then it started raining and then the rents took the car.
o3/16 -- ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. :)
o3/17 -- went to play soccer/football with the cousins at colony bend elementary school. Apparently, I run really "girly". Do I really run girly? I don't want to run girly...that makes me sound...to girl---ish.
o3/18 -- Had a date with IRENE to Home Depot. =D Then went to Jessica's house to watch Antique Bakery...full of gay men. LOL. joojihoon is cute. :)
o3/19 -- Had dinner at Ichiban with the cousins then went to Piccomolo's with everybody else.
o3/20 -- Went to the mall and bought some shorts at F21 with the cousins. :)
o3/21 -- nothing
o3/22 -- nothing
HEHEHE. Notice, I didn't really hang out with a lot of friends over the break...teehee.
I'm the type of person where I like to get invited cause I suck at making plans. I like to be spontaneous...unless the event/situations requires planning...then the planning is necessary.
okay. the transfer is done. I end this entry at 2:06 AM. GOODBYE. :)