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So we are leaving wednesday.
I packed and felt like a total material slut because I have just an over whelming amount of shit. OVERWHELMING. and to know there is more facing me at school. I kind of made myself sick. Please tell me other people are having that problem.
I got Ladytron's album 604. Finnally. and it was worth the wait. ladytron are pretty much the perfect band to wear black eyeliner and dance to as if you're thinking about wanting sex. as opposed to the faint where you might actually dance as if you are having sex at that moment.
speaking of the faint, hold your pants.
the faint are playing at the beachland ballroom october 8th. this is a friday. this means lets make a fucking night of it my friends. it will be like a holiday.
today meredyth and i listened to bizzare love triangle in the car ride back from burlington and it made me think of emily and i got very very sad. i have been thinking about emily a lot latly, and how utterly wrong things will feel with out her.
I hope it becomes easier. because i know i am going to feel a kind of melancholic longing when i think of her this semester.
on the way up to burlington, my mom and i listened to air and stereolab. She LOVED it. my relationship with my mom has really grown leaps and bounds this summer. She is one of my best friends now, and for a while there, i thought i could never ever say that about her. I feel myself telling her things i swore i'd never be able to. Our friendship is one of the greatest things to come out of this summer. saying that is just so out of place for me because I'm not one of those people who just gushes about how great my family is and how we are always happy and perfect and love eachother all the time. I often wonder what it would be like to have a family like that. maybe i would be happier, but i dont know. i have gained a lot of independence by not being very close with my parents. and i value that. i think my mom realizes that now, and that is why we can finally be friends.
allora, raga
sono stanchissima allora vado -finalmente- a dormire.
buonanotte a tutti....
a domani
Marisa
So we are leaving wednesday.
I packed and felt like a total material slut because I have just an over whelming amount of shit. OVERWHELMING. and to know there is more facing me at school. I kind of made myself sick. Please tell me other people are having that problem.
I got Ladytron's album 604. Finnally. and it was worth the wait. ladytron are pretty much the perfect band to wear black eyeliner and dance to as if you're thinking about wanting sex. as opposed to the faint where you might actually dance as if you are having sex at that moment.
speaking of the faint, hold your pants.
the faint are playing at the beachland ballroom october 8th. this is a friday. this means lets make a fucking night of it my friends. it will be like a holiday.
today meredyth and i listened to bizzare love triangle in the car ride back from burlington and it made me think of emily and i got very very sad. i have been thinking about emily a lot latly, and how utterly wrong things will feel with out her.
I hope it becomes easier. because i know i am going to feel a kind of melancholic longing when i think of her this semester.
on the way up to burlington, my mom and i listened to air and stereolab. She LOVED it. my relationship with my mom has really grown leaps and bounds this summer. She is one of my best friends now, and for a while there, i thought i could never ever say that about her. I feel myself telling her things i swore i'd never be able to. Our friendship is one of the greatest things to come out of this summer. saying that is just so out of place for me because I'm not one of those people who just gushes about how great my family is and how we are always happy and perfect and love eachother all the time. I often wonder what it would be like to have a family like that. maybe i would be happier, but i dont know. i have gained a lot of independence by not being very close with my parents. and i value that. i think my mom realizes that now, and that is why we can finally be friends.
allora, raga
sono stanchissima allora vado -finalmente- a dormire.
buonanotte a tutti....
a domani
Marisa