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sad.
amber leaves me for logan yet again.
she loves sex.
and he is goddamn handsome....
last night we had a few guests come over for dinner,
logan included.
and they wanted the bed,
so i was going to sleep on the couch or with alexandra
but of course it was way too late to sleep with alexandra at 1am...
and they were going to be up for awhile longer downstairs being loud and obnoxious.
so i went upstairs to sleep and told them i dont mind being woken up to move.
a few minutes later amber comes upstairs and packs away her things and leaves with him.
:'(
i really want some company.
its been quite a few nights since she's slept next to me.
i know..i mean i guess she loves me.
but she chooses sex over me any day.
and i cant seem to hold a guy down, or attract a good one.
the one who is fond of me right now sucks ass.
he is too skinny (anorexic) and cant be himself around me.
he doesnt push me at all.
he is such a puny weak lame idiot. too immature for me too.
god fucking dammit.
i would love to be able to sleep next to someone every night like amber is able to.
she never sleeps alone...wow.
she never sleeps alone.
amber leaves me for logan yet again.
she loves sex.
and he is goddamn handsome....
last night we had a few guests come over for dinner,
logan included.
and they wanted the bed,
so i was going to sleep on the couch or with alexandra
but of course it was way too late to sleep with alexandra at 1am...
and they were going to be up for awhile longer downstairs being loud and obnoxious.
so i went upstairs to sleep and told them i dont mind being woken up to move.
a few minutes later amber comes upstairs and packs away her things and leaves with him.
:'(
i really want some company.
its been quite a few nights since she's slept next to me.
i know..i mean i guess she loves me.
but she chooses sex over me any day.
and i cant seem to hold a guy down, or attract a good one.
the one who is fond of me right now sucks ass.
he is too skinny (anorexic) and cant be himself around me.
he doesnt push me at all.
he is such a puny weak lame idiot. too immature for me too.
god fucking dammit.
i would love to be able to sleep next to someone every night like amber is able to.
she never sleeps alone...wow.
she never sleeps alone.