Michael
Its been 8 years and it never gets any easier does it? The pain of you not here. The pain of your death. Your birthday. You gave me a gift. The gift of a husband. But it should have been you. You should be here with me. You should have walked me down the aisle. But you didnt. Because youre gone. I cant forgive myself. I cant fogive you. Please dont leave me Michael. But you have and youre gone. And there is nothing I can do to atone for my sins. God I miss you. God I need you. Just one last time. Just one more moment.