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so brandy is stillt laking her shit about me and everyone down on telegraph hates me, not like a damn one of them knows me! anyways, jon is trying so hard to get him to talk to me but shes got him so fucking twisted around its not even funny. and its not like she ever leaves his side, shes just permanetly attached to him so he doesnt cheat on her like he did me, and yea. its not like shes not gonna cheat onhim, i found some shit out about her last night..........she fucking gave her manager head to keep her job! and the fucking love of my live is with that right now? ooo i swear if she hurts him shes gonna have even more problems, because no matter what i love him........i dunno i am so fucked up because ofher right now, i cant eat, sleep, concentrate at work, i dont wanna tlak to anybody, hang out with anybody, i jsut wanna sit around and mope until he gets his head on straight and realizes how bad he fucked up......becasue of them i keep having panic attacks, and throwing up, and just yea its not fair....he should have to hurt to.........oh an di found out he did on me with her........which is even better