the silent one inside
right now , i feel like nobody gives a shit. it's not like i'm asking anyone to be there for me, it's not that. but it just feels like right now, nobody gives a shit about other people. it's a strange feeling, sort of frightening, sort of groundshaking. it seems like all that anybody cares about is themselves, though...now that i think about it i can think of two people right now who aren't thinking of themselves. i want to tuck them in my pocket, and walk away, not paying attention to anything.
my parents are being real assholes. i think they feel that i'm nearing leaving, so they are trying to tighten the noose around my neck. fucking christ, i don't like being restricted when the restriction is irrational. i'm not going anywhere for a while yet, chiiilllllll.
i want to punch so many people right now.
i'm worried about p.j. shit isnt so great with her brother, and i know she wont call me, but i want her to call me if she needs to get away. next time, i won't let her parents get to her.
i need to get the fuck out. take a little break. i need another spring break. i hate how hectic shit gets.
motherfuck me double o double o double o fresh