Mar 11, 2004 11:21
I Dont Want Your Apologies
You poisened my mind and i dont want apologies
You ripped out my heart and i dont expect you to put it back
You never cared the way i did; she made that clear didnt she?
You were so easy to let in as your closest friend some one that tore apart a friend who would never betray you.
You never did tell me the truth behind all the lies that happend and i learned to expect or just maybe accept that.
You bled in to my veins a love i never knew exhisted, a one sided love one that would never fall apart cause it would never be put togrether.
I let that love flow and now cant stop it!
I knew a perfect exhistence i think for a week, when i was exhisting in the bliss of a passion we shared for a weekend.
I of all people should have known you to be the one that it would just be to good to be true for a lvoe in return.
Remember then when you walk the deck in dark nights when you have nothing better to think about...
I may have been the easy lay,
I may have been the dumb slut,
I may have been stupid,
I may have meant nothing to you beacause you were so in love with her.
I may have unleashed a wrathful exhistence in the past year due to my own stupididty,
but I may be the only one who loves you the way i do.
I may...
Don't
Don't do it to me like this...
Don't look at me that way...
Don't make me feel the pain I left to yesterday.
Don't haunt me in my dreams and don't fall away to the bordering streams.
Don't feel you have to stay but don't feel i would as you to go away.
Digital
The intricate details that make a love or a bond. The little pixels that come together for us to see beyond.
A pain worth feeling becauseits felt for you. A life worth living case its lived for me.
The intricate details that comer skin unbeknownced to any who ask why for.
Little pixels to bring the picture together for a chance to fall into loves lure.
Intricate details surrounding life. Little pixels that sculpt our soul.
A breath worth taking to wait for that possible chance. A step worth waiting so not to miss it again.
Trusing Eyes
Trusting eyes see differently then those of jaded. Trusting eyes are too immature to see the pain looking into the anothers and noticing the layered pain and hate of being traded.
Trusting eyes; eyes fo a child. Trusiting a eyes; eyes of innocence i once knew. Trusting eyes see only the love that could be ahead; eyes of innocence eyes of a child; eyes of some one still to be denied.
Bush
With shaking hands papers, documents ammendments and legalities are signed. A heavy heart following the signeture layed into his desk drwer at the end of a tiring day to be picked back up and shoved into his chest in the morning. No one to tell his secrets t, barely an one approving of his decisions, religion, family, or faith. Its all because we dont know...