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i've almost got everything packed... like half way through it. a lot is going to good will.
i cant do this its so hard. its hard to do anything without him. all i think about when im not working is him... and hes on my mind half the time at work. i knew this was gonna be hard... but not this hard.
i like my new life as sad as it is.. as heart wrenching... as pathetic... it's comfortable now, i've gotten very used to it. its sure as hell better than living there
i dont know im thinking... theres to much going on inside my head.
i think im gonna freak out soon
i cant do this its so hard. its hard to do anything without him. all i think about when im not working is him... and hes on my mind half the time at work. i knew this was gonna be hard... but not this hard.
i like my new life as sad as it is.. as heart wrenching... as pathetic... it's comfortable now, i've gotten very used to it. its sure as hell better than living there
i dont know im thinking... theres to much going on inside my head.
i think im gonna freak out soon