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[bloodycard]

I've figured out that I'm not naturally an asshole; I'm apparently a self-made asshole. I've realized that negative experiences have helped contribute to this and here I've been giving negative experiences to others which may have been adding to other people's grief. So I'd just like to apologize if I've added to anyone's grief in the past and that it wasn't anything against you, it was more of an issue with me. Also if this has negatively colored your impression of me, could you please give me a second chance? I'm abrasive but not evil.

If this seems fairly obvious, then you may be a little bit grounded on, in touch with the world around you, but it's a bit of a revelation to me.