Yet, In His Eyes, All Of The Sadness In The World...
Well then...on thursday, I told Paul yes, and then that night I broke up with him. it felt way too weird, we are more friends then anything. but, for some reason, the whole thing irritated the shit out of me. Don't ask me why, it just did. So, to cheer myself up, I watched some of my favorite movies. The Phantom of The Opera, Star Wars, and The Lion King..those movies rock..the only reason lion king rocks is because of Scar(Taka) though..go him! Anyways..so, i was pretty content, and I got on the net and talked to Cal. I then found out that she may be going to a boarding school..say goodbye to contentedness. Bye Bye. So now, i'm kind of depressed, but mostly angry, for no reason at all. Lets see...thats all that happened, really...not much. But If Cal leaves, i'm gonna feel so damn alone. She's one of my best friends, one of the only ones that stuck by me after Brianne and I had out little falling apart thingy. It was her, Mary, and Kim. Sort of Kyle Walker, but not exactly. Its going to suck if she leaves.