meet virginia.
life is hard, i'm not going to sugar shit coat it or lie. there are amazing times that you can have, and there are horrible ones as well.
question!
ever stop to think that maybe the bad times are only that bad because you've gotten a taste of bliss before? maybe that's why people get as down as they do? maybe we're all just comparing our hard times to our blast times...maybe the bad times aren't really that bad?
life, it's full of choices. sometimes you don't make the right ones. don't regret it. if you were to take erase something in your past (even if it made you miserable) the you wouldn't be the person that you are today. if you weren't the person you are today, you may not have ever met some of the people you know. bad things happen to everyone. (so don't cry too hard about it you emo kids! you're not alone!) i know, it fucking sucks! BUT! it's what you make of the bad times, and what you get out of them that count.
just a thought. if you agree, keep it in mind next time you feel like the worlds out to get you. shit, it probably is! fuck it! it's gonna happen, no sence in running. take like a fucking champ!
obviously i'm not going to cali...duh...'cause i'm still fucking here! turns out if i wanted to go i'd have to stay there for six to eight months...i mean i was ready to get the hell out of virginia, but not ready to stay the hell out of it! too bad it wasn't just for a month...not to worry, my mom is buying me tickets to go this summer. i'm not complaining, but damn would it have been wonderful to just be in a different location...to just meet other people and see how they veiwed life. sometimes that's just what people need, a little time to get away and breathe in something new.
rachel<33