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I have permission to stay on-campus over the long weekend :) Yay!
Today was an acupuncture day :) I was retaining so much heat that the spots where the needles were were blazing red when they came out. I actually had a prick of blood in one spot (which is good because it means that the heat I was retaining is coming out). He showed me another spot to work on. I'm supposed to work on my points throughout the day as much as I can. (My wrists and the cartilidge in my ears, basically) He's gone to France for the next two weeks (well, someone has to do it) but when he comes back to campus on the 26th he's going to show me more coping techniques that I can use. He said he would have shown me today but I have so much going on and I'm so stressed that it wouldn't have helped me very much, I should just stick to what he showed me last time since that's been helping me. Basically it would have just overloaded me to show me any more. He's a really nice guy.
The acupuncture calmed me down enough that I could sleep without taking ativan. That was nice. So I just took a three-hour nap :)
I called Craig back last night...He hasn't been to work since he broke up with me Sunday. Apparently he got a doctor's note though so he won't get in trouble. I'm worried about him, though. I think he's taking this even worse than I am, which I didn't think was actually possible. I don't think he's really gotten out of bed since Sunday...I remember I started crying...he won't go out with me again, even though we're both such messes. I'm really worried about him.
We both also realized that whenever we break up, something bad happens. Before, it was the bombing between Lebanon and whatnot. This time-- there were the school shootings, one in an Amish school...I'm just worried what will happen next.
I have two exams tomorrow -- Teacher as a Decision-Maker and Calculus. Ew.
Today was an acupuncture day :) I was retaining so much heat that the spots where the needles were were blazing red when they came out. I actually had a prick of blood in one spot (which is good because it means that the heat I was retaining is coming out). He showed me another spot to work on. I'm supposed to work on my points throughout the day as much as I can. (My wrists and the cartilidge in my ears, basically) He's gone to France for the next two weeks (well, someone has to do it) but when he comes back to campus on the 26th he's going to show me more coping techniques that I can use. He said he would have shown me today but I have so much going on and I'm so stressed that it wouldn't have helped me very much, I should just stick to what he showed me last time since that's been helping me. Basically it would have just overloaded me to show me any more. He's a really nice guy.
The acupuncture calmed me down enough that I could sleep without taking ativan. That was nice. So I just took a three-hour nap :)
I called Craig back last night...He hasn't been to work since he broke up with me Sunday. Apparently he got a doctor's note though so he won't get in trouble. I'm worried about him, though. I think he's taking this even worse than I am, which I didn't think was actually possible. I don't think he's really gotten out of bed since Sunday...I remember I started crying...he won't go out with me again, even though we're both such messes. I'm really worried about him.
We both also realized that whenever we break up, something bad happens. Before, it was the bombing between Lebanon and whatnot. This time-- there were the school shootings, one in an Amish school...I'm just worried what will happen next.
I have two exams tomorrow -- Teacher as a Decision-Maker and Calculus. Ew.