just maybe
He'll never be happy...
I wish i could give him back what he really truely wants,
but i can't....
if only i could,
i would,
even if that means,
damaging what me and him have now...
I dont live near him,
i can't walk over whenever i feel like it,
i'm not there like she was,
I may be holding him together,
but i fear that's not the only reason why he's still here,
i think he's here,
for hope,
hope in which he can be with her again...
I feel horrible, because he's not happy,
because he's torn apart,
i'm sick of everyone saying
"he'll love you, trust me"
or
"give him time, he'll be happy again"
it's not true...
he'll be happy with her...
and actually mean it,
I guess it's jealousy in my veins,
I'm not sure what this rage is...
and i'm crying on the inside,
smiling on the outside,
so you can't tell what's wrong...
all i want is to be like her...so maybe i'll have a shot at what she had with you...who knows...maybe, that'll never come true...but nonetheless, i still love what i have now, i just hate to see him upset, over her, and her over him...i...i don't know...
i love him...i really do, i'm inlove with him,
him being my bestfriend, him being my lover, him being my soul, my fucking everything...I won't give up...
But i wish i could have...what they had, (but i can't...)
I wish i could give him back what he really truely wants,
but i can't....
if only i could,
i would,
even if that means,
damaging what me and him have now...
I dont live near him,
i can't walk over whenever i feel like it,
i'm not there like she was,
I may be holding him together,
but i fear that's not the only reason why he's still here,
i think he's here,
for hope,
hope in which he can be with her again...
I feel horrible, because he's not happy,
because he's torn apart,
i'm sick of everyone saying
"he'll love you, trust me"
or
"give him time, he'll be happy again"
it's not true...
he'll be happy with her...
and actually mean it,
I guess it's jealousy in my veins,
I'm not sure what this rage is...
and i'm crying on the inside,
smiling on the outside,
so you can't tell what's wrong...
all i want is to be like her...so maybe i'll have a shot at what she had with you...who knows...maybe, that'll never come true...but nonetheless, i still love what i have now, i just hate to see him upset, over her, and her over him...i...i don't know...
i love him...i really do, i'm inlove with him,
him being my bestfriend, him being my lover, him being my soul, my fucking everything...I won't give up...
But i wish i could have...what they had, (but i can't...)