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today i was home sick,...i oke up at 3:42, and felt like i was going to dye, my stomache was literally doing flips, so i ran to the bathroom thinking i was going to puke my brains out, but i didn't, but i HAD to, so i made ymself throw up, and all i could throw up was stomache acid....(and trust me this was not a poor attempt of bulemia)...but...anywho, i stayed home and slept most of the day...Ryan called me around 2:30...from Drew's to say 'hi' and to see how i was doing...i <3 him...But, now i'm sitting here, a LITTLE naseated..but okay..i smoked a clove and after that i felt a shit load better...-le sigh-....then i've been in my room, doing nothing, my friend Mike called me, to see how i was doing and just to talk, (Dani's boyfriend, Mike Casta, i think) i dont know, so we talked for a little, my brother was stoned when he came home, and he wouldn't leave my room...and, i just ate with my mom brother and sister...at the table ,we had a VERY interesting conversation about my mom and my dads past marriage live, it was cute...anywho, I want to talk to Ryan, but he, i know won't be home for a couple hours. it's 8:00 now, so i figure he's just going to go do somthing after he gets out of school...well i'm going to go draw...or somthing...
ryan- i love you..<333333 call my cell after 9:00
ryan- i love you..<333333 call my cell after 9:00