i hate death.

[bloodsonfire]

james
why did you do this
i really can't believe it
blatantly you didn't realize how much you mean
to so many people
your wife
garrett
zach
paiten
i never really expected this
but i geuss i didn't really know the real you
i honestly don't understand your actions
hopefully you knew what you were doing
God i hope so.
you were the first i knew to die
i wish it wasn't you who was first
life really isn't that bad
i know it feels like everything is shit
it's not.