Mar 03, 2014 22:00
know what hurts?
holding the person you're in love with because they're in love with someone else…who just died.
letting them cry in your arms and feeling bittersweet pain. i'm holding you because i don't want you to hurt. because i know how it feels… this is how much i will go through for you.
weeping in my arms…
I don't know how to describe my memory, but quiz me on everyday i've lived since i was 3.
being seduced and still knowing you just can't do it. even though you want to so bad. looking at his lips…both so close, breathing our breaths…about to just cry knowing its not real. it's not what i think. jaimee's dead. i'll never win unless i let this go.
why do memories kill me so bad.
i do hold so much in. i can't believe I'm stored up like this… i feel completely packed with memories and pain. but such a small portion of my mind is filled…a diagram of my death date body…shows that only 26% is filled… I'm mostly empty!