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[bloodonmyshoes]

i feel needed. i feel special. i don't want to die. i don't want others to be sad. i can make a difference. i am strong. i am broken. i am alive.
one day i will reach nirvana.

i've soaked in my own despair for so many years.
it's hard to break the seal and let it go. dripping slowly like morphine.