its been a bit...
Wow where to start.... hmm...
Work is going pretty well. I go to Tallahassee in the 16th for a week. Then I go to Sacramento for 3 weeks on the 16th of October. Things are looking really good for me getting this promotion and moving to California. I really need as much positive energy in this direction as I can get. I have been putting out me feelers for making friends in the greater Sacramento area. I have been talking to a few that seem really great, especially Nathan. He is a big sweetie and I look forward to hanging out with him when I get out there.
Dating has been going strangely. Doug the historian poet guy turned out to be the biggest dick of them all. You know its fine and dandy when a guy portrays himself as a player, you are ready for it. It is those guys that act so sweet that end up hurting you the most. Luckily for me he was dumb about it and was try'n to mac it with one of my good friends. DUMB ASS! I went out with Kris again and that was AWESOME!!!!!! He makes me laugh so fucking much. We sat in a restaurant for 3 hours talking then went back to his place and chilled. He is a great kisser too. I don't feel like this real deep connection with him, but I just know I can be myself and that is great. I also went out with this guy named Jim. He is older and recently divorced. The date was a lot of fun, we just have to see where things go! I have been talking a lot with Carrie again. I have asked to start seeing her again, she seems happy and wants to pick up where we have left off.
Ever on my mind is Ben though. I will be going to see him. I am leaving this Thursday night and will return a week from today. I miss him terribly. We have been doing a lot of talking about us and where things are going. He is still in school and I don't want him to interupt that and he is trying his best to save to move. For now though we are happy having an open relationship and not putting any titles on anything. We both know where the others true feelings are.
I guess I will journal after my trip to St. Louie. I'm sure it will be an awesome time! :)