Megaupload sends me messages: EMO
I just realized that today hasn't been a good day. I usually don't stop to think about this sort of stuff, because I'm a surprisingly optimistic person. "I'm alive, I have a place to go home to, I get fed occasionally, life is great!" is usually how I view things. But I was walking back from class and realized I wasn't in a great mood. I don't want to see anybody, I don't want to talk to anybody, I just want to be in a vaccuum where I don't have to do anything. I'm not in a horribly foul mood or anything, I'm just in a bad mood.
I'm tired and cranky and I desperately need a nap, but I just can't relax enough to fall asleep. I have a big lab report due on Friday that I haven't started, I have to figure out what classes I want to take by tomorrow and I have no idea what pre-reqs I need, I have a history paper to write, and I still haven't gotten my chem test back so I have no idea if I did passably well or if I totally bombed it. All these things on their own are pretty small (the history "paper" is two pages), but piled up on top of the fact that I haven't been sleeping a lot and it's cloudy and oppresive outside and I'm just not having a good day. Like, even when I'm worrying about something I usually don't feel this dead.
The one bright spot of today was finding out I placed into 301 Japanese.
God, I feel so French.
I'm tired and cranky and I desperately need a nap, but I just can't relax enough to fall asleep. I have a big lab report due on Friday that I haven't started, I have to figure out what classes I want to take by tomorrow and I have no idea what pre-reqs I need, I have a history paper to write, and I still haven't gotten my chem test back so I have no idea if I did passably well or if I totally bombed it. All these things on their own are pretty small (the history "paper" is two pages), but piled up on top of the fact that I haven't been sleeping a lot and it's cloudy and oppresive outside and I'm just not having a good day. Like, even when I'm worrying about something I usually don't feel this dead.
The one bright spot of today was finding out I placed into 301 Japanese.
God, I feel so French.