Sore Loser
Okay...
I give up pretty fast on many many things... If im chasing them.. I A.)Give up.. or B.) Put them on the back burner for now then just give up.
I tend to overthink things and syke myself out of it and lose intrest.
I'm so lazy its pathetic. I need to clean my room and learn how to save my money.... But i like buying useless niknaks here and there that drain my money away.. Plus i have to buy shit for the house amongst stuff that i NEED.
I feel like im in a RUT again. I was hoping having a job would get me out.. But i just got placed in a new rut.. I prefer this rut over the old one but i just lost intrest in it.
I wish i had someone to sleep next to me tonight just to kill this feeling of cold and bitterness twords everything and everyone right about now.
I dont know what to do with myself as of late.. I feel like i should be doing alot more but im at a standstill and im not liking it..
I wish i was drunk or really blazed right about now.
I hate chasing things and people that will never ever be caught. It just seems like a waste of time.. But then i think again how i just may catch whatever it is im seeking out.
So far no luck though.
I love Mark Ronson... Mmmmmmm
I'm home alone tonight. MY moms out and about at the casino which is good for her! I'm glad shes getting the courage to get out and stuff.. =)
In the mean time i could be doing the dishes or doing some things around the house but i dont have the urge to do jack shit that invovles cleaning.. Besides myself of course.
give me something worth wild please.
I give up pretty fast on many many things... If im chasing them.. I A.)Give up.. or B.) Put them on the back burner for now then just give up.
I tend to overthink things and syke myself out of it and lose intrest.
I'm so lazy its pathetic. I need to clean my room and learn how to save my money.... But i like buying useless niknaks here and there that drain my money away.. Plus i have to buy shit for the house amongst stuff that i NEED.
I feel like im in a RUT again. I was hoping having a job would get me out.. But i just got placed in a new rut.. I prefer this rut over the old one but i just lost intrest in it.
I wish i had someone to sleep next to me tonight just to kill this feeling of cold and bitterness twords everything and everyone right about now.
I dont know what to do with myself as of late.. I feel like i should be doing alot more but im at a standstill and im not liking it..
I wish i was drunk or really blazed right about now.
I hate chasing things and people that will never ever be caught. It just seems like a waste of time.. But then i think again how i just may catch whatever it is im seeking out.
So far no luck though.
I love Mark Ronson... Mmmmmmm
I'm home alone tonight. MY moms out and about at the casino which is good for her! I'm glad shes getting the courage to get out and stuff.. =)
In the mean time i could be doing the dishes or doing some things around the house but i dont have the urge to do jack shit that invovles cleaning.. Besides myself of course.
give me something worth wild please.