Drip
So... IM fucking high as shit...
Alone in my room.. Watching the Drug Years on Vh1..
My stomach is turning twice over again and again.
I dont ever know what i want.. I'm so goddamn picky with stupid ass shit.. That i shouldnt be picky with and just be grateful.. But i cant help it.
I'm a perfectionist at its worst, but i am.
Dolla dolla bill ya'll
drip drip drip
Memories are in the past... I thought about my cousin and jake today. Two objects came to my surprise today and made me think of them both... One i miss, the other.. I dont. I cant decide which is which though. ITs 50/50
My cousin should be alive... Shes gunna beat my ass when i meet her at the crossroads... Hahaha... WE have so much in common...
drip chew drip
I'm trying to move on from the past but the past is all i have to fall back on to make me happy?... I dunno.
I've been doing good lately but i just keep syking myself out of alot of shit.. pretending that its okay when really its not... I'm over exhausted but i kinda like it.
ITs raining.. I guess that suits my insides right now.. I feel like a puddle inside. Nothing special.. just a big blah blob...
Drip drip drip
I feel a change in the air but i feel like its not my change.. I feel like everyone around me is changing besides myself.. I STILL feel like im 16 years old.. Just with a job..
I wish i had some pot and dick.
i dont know where i was going with this.....
All in all... I feel alive.
I want to stand out in the rain naked.. Take a Shower in the rain and catch an pneumonia. Then take life from there.
Alone in my room.. Watching the Drug Years on Vh1..
My stomach is turning twice over again and again.
I dont ever know what i want.. I'm so goddamn picky with stupid ass shit.. That i shouldnt be picky with and just be grateful.. But i cant help it.
I'm a perfectionist at its worst, but i am.
Dolla dolla bill ya'll
drip drip drip
Memories are in the past... I thought about my cousin and jake today. Two objects came to my surprise today and made me think of them both... One i miss, the other.. I dont. I cant decide which is which though. ITs 50/50
My cousin should be alive... Shes gunna beat my ass when i meet her at the crossroads... Hahaha... WE have so much in common...
drip chew drip
I'm trying to move on from the past but the past is all i have to fall back on to make me happy?... I dunno.
I've been doing good lately but i just keep syking myself out of alot of shit.. pretending that its okay when really its not... I'm over exhausted but i kinda like it.
ITs raining.. I guess that suits my insides right now.. I feel like a puddle inside. Nothing special.. just a big blah blob...
Drip drip drip
I feel a change in the air but i feel like its not my change.. I feel like everyone around me is changing besides myself.. I STILL feel like im 16 years old.. Just with a job..
I wish i had some pot and dick.
i dont know where i was going with this.....
All in all... I feel alive.
I want to stand out in the rain naked.. Take a Shower in the rain and catch an pneumonia. Then take life from there.