Jan 25, 2007 15:40
Ya think that life is just about as bad as it gets? Yeah...Right. It's all a lie. You think it can't get much worse, and it does. Already spiraling into a pit of despair, and look! It just gets bigger and bigger.
You know, it's almost tempting to give up. To just say, FUCK IT! And let it all just go. But then where would that leave me? Oh...About six feet under the ground...That's where. Yeah, that'd be great. Always wanted to try living there.
What ever. I'm going back to college in the fall. Maybe I can find something to entertain myself with there. At least it'll keep my mind off things.
Heh, and Brandan's gonna be glad as hell when I tell him I'm single. *shakes head* Yay.
I'm sick of guys and their fucking bullshit. I'm sick of being jerked around like I don't matter. I'm sick of being the one that cares in the relationship.
And what do I get for caring? I get a nice broken heart as a complimentary prize. Wow, thanks...I've had one of these before. They take a while to put back together...Maybe I'll just leave it all broken up and stick it in a lock box so I don't have to think about it. Don't have to deal with it. And no one can touch it...
Yeah. Sounds like a good idea.