what happens after highschool?
well here i am...4 years out of high school and what do i have? i have a 3 year old daughter....and a barely full-time job at McDonalds. sometimes i wonder how this shit happened...how do i end up at McDonalds at 21? how is working there ok for me? *sigh* i have more debt then you can imagine and it makes me sick. i dont see anything starting to look up....and as far as i can see things arent going to be getting better any day soon. i am at the point beyond depression. i just want to rot away...i mean thats what im doing anyway. sometimes i wonder why i bother with life at all. its realy just trying to make it before death catches up with you. right now i am beyond stressed and dont know what to do. im always broke and always in a bad mood. i want so much more for my life....so much more for my daughter. i know i know things take time....but how much time is fucking needed? realy? how much time do i need to wait to have a better life? i dont want to live with my parents for the rest of my life. i dont want to live with anyone....i want my family to have its own house....its own place to live that we can call home. i guess now is the time to save and hope that it doesnt take forever. well i guess thats all for now...i have alot to say but i cant find the words...
GOODMORNING EVERYONE!!
GOODMORNING EVERYONE!!