Dec 07, 2005 02:11
Third shitty night in a row!!!!!! UGH... And yes, I'm still up at 2:11 AM, because I just typed a NINE page paper for First Year Experience... Started about 9:3o, and I just finished... Phew... Tomorrow after work, I'll go through it and make it into APA format and all that crap, then upload it onto Vista, then go to class... *sigh*
Yeah, and Steve and I started to get rocky AGAIN towards the end of our convo... I told him that I was a failure and a loser....
And I basically told him that if I didn't get accepted into any colleges in Boston and had to go far away, that I was giving up on our relationship. I can't do long distance relationships, and I've told him as much.
I'm a fucking bitch...and I haven't stopped crying since he signed off AIM almost two hours ago... *sigh*
I'm going to bed now....
paper; upset; countdown at 7....???