Effort goes unnoticed...
The one day I make an effort to go to class....and there is no class... Woooooooooooooooooow.... *rolls eyes*
Anyway, howdy people... Man, what a shitty week this is going to be... I haven't done my philosophy essay, but that was the class that didn't meet... I'm failing Oceanography, but that class is stupid, so I'm probably gonna drop it... My FYE paper (5+ pages) is due tomorrow night, and I haven't started it... So I'll be doing that all night... My powerpoint presentation for it is next wednesday, need to get that started... I have to talk to my dad and ask him some interview questions to shove in there. I have to work every day this week, so that's going to tire me out... Saturday, I have no work, but I do have the last two shows of Gulliver's Travels... Who knows what between and after them.... Hopefully, if I can talk to Robyn, we can go see RENT after the matinee.
Got into an argument with Steve last night... He treats me like I'm stupid, and he doesn't listen to me, and I fucking HATE when he does that... I'll give him advice, and he'll blow me off while making me feel like a stupid bitch... Maybe I AM a stupid bitch... God, I hate this relationship sometimes... V_V Sometimes I really don't think it's worth all this shit... I'm still angry about it, but I'm also guilt tripping because of some things I said to him... I hate it, I can't even stay mad at him... I might just take a few days and not talk to him.... Maybe that would just save both of us a shitload of grief... *sigh*
I can't force myself to the rest of my classes... I know I have to go, but... I just don't want to... *sigh* I have to go to the bank and cash my check, then go get another top up card... I've downloaded so much stuff to my phone, lol, that my balance has dropped a little fast. Maybe I'll go to Red Robin and get my tips/check, then go to Buckland for a while. That might be fun! And I could get some shopping done... I think I might have to do that, lol...
Anyway, howdy people... Man, what a shitty week this is going to be... I haven't done my philosophy essay, but that was the class that didn't meet... I'm failing Oceanography, but that class is stupid, so I'm probably gonna drop it... My FYE paper (5+ pages) is due tomorrow night, and I haven't started it... So I'll be doing that all night... My powerpoint presentation for it is next wednesday, need to get that started... I have to talk to my dad and ask him some interview questions to shove in there. I have to work every day this week, so that's going to tire me out... Saturday, I have no work, but I do have the last two shows of Gulliver's Travels... Who knows what between and after them.... Hopefully, if I can talk to Robyn, we can go see RENT after the matinee.
Got into an argument with Steve last night... He treats me like I'm stupid, and he doesn't listen to me, and I fucking HATE when he does that... I'll give him advice, and he'll blow me off while making me feel like a stupid bitch... Maybe I AM a stupid bitch... God, I hate this relationship sometimes... V_V Sometimes I really don't think it's worth all this shit... I'm still angry about it, but I'm also guilt tripping because of some things I said to him... I hate it, I can't even stay mad at him... I might just take a few days and not talk to him.... Maybe that would just save both of us a shitload of grief... *sigh*
I can't force myself to the rest of my classes... I know I have to go, but... I just don't want to... *sigh* I have to go to the bank and cash my check, then go get another top up card... I've downloaded so much stuff to my phone, lol, that my balance has dropped a little fast. Maybe I'll go to Red Robin and get my tips/check, then go to Buckland for a while. That might be fun! And I could get some shopping done... I think I might have to do that, lol...