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ok, this update may get a tad long...
Monday
went down to see Jaz (reiko_j) in brighton. it was amazing, she just looked so glowy and happy, her mum was with her and seemed so supportive and nice, she took jenn's mum aside and they chatted for quite a while.
i have to admit to being a litle jealous...i'm never going to have that, or go the other way, i know i'm not sure if i'll want to, but at the moment i do...
i want to be that happy
but i know that'll take a lot of time
we alos went to the beach and walked and it was pretty and nice
and we went to devils dyke by accident which had a beautiful view
and surprisingly i couldn't even feel my bruises, even when jenn squeezed...they're still visable though...
Tuesday
got up early to get the coach down to london with Alex...
trip down was ok and we got to my grandparents fine
dropped stuff and changed for the evening, and we looked fabulous if i do say so myself
him in short black dress, with sheer seamed stockings and a purple fur trimmed coat
i in black trousers, binder, red silk shirt, pinstiped grey waistcoat with pocket watch, black suit jacket and mens dress shoes
i felt amazing
headed off back up to london and i took alex to my favorite little chinese grocery, where he bought hello kitty pocky and then we went for all you can eat chinese, which was very nice, and value for money with the amount we ate
from there we walked through soho to cyber candy, and then on to coffee cake and kink
had a nice cup of tea and looked at pretty pretty collars
then we headed over to regent street, stopping on the way to buy tonic water flavoured with pomegranet (not nice) and rose (delicious) which we sat in McDonalds and drank with our vodka
then to the Cafe Royal Grill Room for the Rakehell Revels
an exquisite night of 1920's-40's glamour, £5 entry, but you get two drinks with that...
at which the wetspots were playing
and they were amazing
me and alex sand along, right at the front and they said they loved us in the middle of the show
and came up to us afterwards
and said they felt like they were playing just for us
and cass king kissed me, and danced with me, proper boy girl dancing
and john wood gave us drinks vouchers
and squeeeeeeeeee
most amazing night, so many beautiful people
and proper dancing and yes, definatly something i have to go to again
and i felt so boy, and gentlemanly and corteous
i loved the atmosphere
and everything felt so old fashioned and right
and i wasn't drunk, even though i drank quite a lot
and Alex was femme, and scared to talk to people, but i felt really outgoing and talked and danced and flirted
it felt so good to be boy
and i had a couple of wibbles, because i didn't feel like i was passing, but then i realised i was, and it didn't matter if i wasn't
which made me happy
and when they kicked us out at three we made our way home
getting in about half four
and we made sure to be very quiet...
we went to bed, and alex talked dirty while he played with me
telling me what a dirty disgusting little boy i am for liking the things i do, and all the things he was going to do with him
and i fingered him, both holes, and going down, and rimming, and cuddling and then sleep
wednesday
woke up in the morning, and alex went down on me for absolutly ages, with his fingers in my ass and my cunt, and it was very good
and we humped, and i felt very boy, with this feminine creature writhing underneath me, i liked that a lot
and i went down on him, streaching him with my fingers, widening his ass as far as i could and sucking on him
and towards the end my fingers scooped some shit out and spread it on his chest
telling him how dirty he was for getting off on it
and he did
lots and lots, which made me feel good
and we had a bath and changed the sheets and got clean...
he said i looked really boy as he woke up next to me
and after hanging around with me for a day male pronouns etc felt right, where as before he was having to really make an effort
we made pasta for lunch and chatted to my grandma
packed our bags and headed to the station
she kept us chatting a bit too long, and we missed the train by all of 30seconds
tried to get there via charing cross, but still missed the coach
and they wouldn't let me transfer the ticket
but jenn saved the day by booking me in on the megabus
and there was a silent rave flashmob in victoria station!
said goodbye to alex and sent him off to cambridge for his shoot
got on the coach and slept most of the way
so nice to come home to jenn
and we cuddled and slept
thursday
we woke up, and had tea
and then steak and chips
and jenn went back to sleep and i'm making cinnamon rolls and typing this
and tomorrow i'm seeing Master
^__^
Monday
went down to see Jaz (reiko_j) in brighton. it was amazing, she just looked so glowy and happy, her mum was with her and seemed so supportive and nice, she took jenn's mum aside and they chatted for quite a while.
i have to admit to being a litle jealous...i'm never going to have that, or go the other way, i know i'm not sure if i'll want to, but at the moment i do...
i want to be that happy
but i know that'll take a lot of time
we alos went to the beach and walked and it was pretty and nice
and we went to devils dyke by accident which had a beautiful view
and surprisingly i couldn't even feel my bruises, even when jenn squeezed...they're still visable though...
Tuesday
got up early to get the coach down to london with Alex...
trip down was ok and we got to my grandparents fine
dropped stuff and changed for the evening, and we looked fabulous if i do say so myself
him in short black dress, with sheer seamed stockings and a purple fur trimmed coat
i in black trousers, binder, red silk shirt, pinstiped grey waistcoat with pocket watch, black suit jacket and mens dress shoes
i felt amazing
headed off back up to london and i took alex to my favorite little chinese grocery, where he bought hello kitty pocky and then we went for all you can eat chinese, which was very nice, and value for money with the amount we ate
from there we walked through soho to cyber candy, and then on to coffee cake and kink
had a nice cup of tea and looked at pretty pretty collars
then we headed over to regent street, stopping on the way to buy tonic water flavoured with pomegranet (not nice) and rose (delicious) which we sat in McDonalds and drank with our vodka
then to the Cafe Royal Grill Room for the Rakehell Revels
an exquisite night of 1920's-40's glamour, £5 entry, but you get two drinks with that...
at which the wetspots were playing
and they were amazing
me and alex sand along, right at the front and they said they loved us in the middle of the show
and came up to us afterwards
and said they felt like they were playing just for us
and cass king kissed me, and danced with me, proper boy girl dancing
and john wood gave us drinks vouchers
and squeeeeeeeeee
most amazing night, so many beautiful people
and proper dancing and yes, definatly something i have to go to again
and i felt so boy, and gentlemanly and corteous
i loved the atmosphere
and everything felt so old fashioned and right
and i wasn't drunk, even though i drank quite a lot
and Alex was femme, and scared to talk to people, but i felt really outgoing and talked and danced and flirted
it felt so good to be boy
and i had a couple of wibbles, because i didn't feel like i was passing, but then i realised i was, and it didn't matter if i wasn't
which made me happy
and when they kicked us out at three we made our way home
getting in about half four
and we made sure to be very quiet...
we went to bed, and alex talked dirty while he played with me
telling me what a dirty disgusting little boy i am for liking the things i do, and all the things he was going to do with him
and i fingered him, both holes, and going down, and rimming, and cuddling and then sleep
wednesday
woke up in the morning, and alex went down on me for absolutly ages, with his fingers in my ass and my cunt, and it was very good
and we humped, and i felt very boy, with this feminine creature writhing underneath me, i liked that a lot
and i went down on him, streaching him with my fingers, widening his ass as far as i could and sucking on him
and towards the end my fingers scooped some shit out and spread it on his chest
telling him how dirty he was for getting off on it
and he did
lots and lots, which made me feel good
and we had a bath and changed the sheets and got clean...
he said i looked really boy as he woke up next to me
and after hanging around with me for a day male pronouns etc felt right, where as before he was having to really make an effort
we made pasta for lunch and chatted to my grandma
packed our bags and headed to the station
she kept us chatting a bit too long, and we missed the train by all of 30seconds
tried to get there via charing cross, but still missed the coach
and they wouldn't let me transfer the ticket
but jenn saved the day by booking me in on the megabus
and there was a silent rave flashmob in victoria station!
said goodbye to alex and sent him off to cambridge for his shoot
got on the coach and slept most of the way
so nice to come home to jenn
and we cuddled and slept
thursday
we woke up, and had tea
and then steak and chips
and jenn went back to sleep and i'm making cinnamon rolls and typing this
and tomorrow i'm seeing Master
^__^