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well, yesterday we met up with jamie, headed to the dog and trumpet to watch wrapped in plastic, alex was their stage slave, and i was more than a little jealous of his cage.
i tried to say hi to kyly and got an upturned finger...oh well, can't say i didn't try
the gig was good, but i don't think Jamie liked it...
was nice to see everyone though
then we headed back to Jamies...
we stopped at sainsburys and i went kinda weird...
thought jenn and jamie weren't the "real" jen and jamie, and that they were going to take me away and lock me up...had to get a taxi home because i was so weird... wandering round the supermarket refusing to talk and crying lots
but they got me home...worked out i need to eat regularly
i hate that the pills stopped working
we made bacon popcorn
and ordered indian, which was lovely
ate ice cream and watched blackadder 2
went to bed, but me and jamie got up again and went to the front room
where we talked, and i cried some more
and we fucked, and he started to fist me, but was scared he would hurt me
that's what i love about him, he really cares
went back to bed and cuddled jenn
cried a bit more, but felt safe, being with them is safe
got up this morning, played a bit, but went to make tea and crumpets for the two doms...
cam back to see jenn sucking cock...her excuse is the condom was strawberry flavour...
but all was nice
i got fucked again
and Jamie came inside me which felt good
and we cuddled, and tried flavoured condoms...orange soda flavour isn't bad...but the taste of latex is still icky
more cuddling, lots of cuddling was needed
we ate curry and ice cream at some point
and i got the beating i've been wanting
nice and thuddy, bruises are coming along nicely
although didn't quite get to letting go space, it was still amazing
i like beatings, aparently it was at least an hour long by our estimation, but then again time perception isn't a strong point...it could have gone on all day, felt so good
silly pain slut that i am
now, just need to find someone who'll get off on hitting me, doesn't charge, and doesn't have dodgy joints...
^__^
more cuddles and i started humping jenns leg (i was blissed out, ok)
so i got a rocket ice lolly inserted rather forcefully, be ok if they were less sharp!
fucking cold still
but then showers and dressed
and train home, complete with assholes wondering loudly is we were lesbians...
and we had an hours wait at b/ham international for a non existant bus
but a nice drunk talked to us about lesbians and his sex life
he was quite interesting actually, degrees in aeronatical engineering and law, going back to get his masters...
and he said he liked me for being honest about my sexuality...
got a lift from dad, and chinese
and tomorrow we're off super early to visit reiko
can't wait to see her
a little part of my mind still doesn't quite belive this really happens
*sigh*
guess it'll have to wait till i see a neo vagina in the flesh...
the car journey is going to fun with these bruises...
i just hope we don't get lost
i miss Jamie
*kisses for my Master*
i'm his
wish i was with him
i tried to say hi to kyly and got an upturned finger...oh well, can't say i didn't try
the gig was good, but i don't think Jamie liked it...
was nice to see everyone though
then we headed back to Jamies...
we stopped at sainsburys and i went kinda weird...
thought jenn and jamie weren't the "real" jen and jamie, and that they were going to take me away and lock me up...had to get a taxi home because i was so weird... wandering round the supermarket refusing to talk and crying lots
but they got me home...worked out i need to eat regularly
i hate that the pills stopped working
we made bacon popcorn
and ordered indian, which was lovely
ate ice cream and watched blackadder 2
went to bed, but me and jamie got up again and went to the front room
where we talked, and i cried some more
and we fucked, and he started to fist me, but was scared he would hurt me
that's what i love about him, he really cares
went back to bed and cuddled jenn
cried a bit more, but felt safe, being with them is safe
got up this morning, played a bit, but went to make tea and crumpets for the two doms...
cam back to see jenn sucking cock...her excuse is the condom was strawberry flavour...
but all was nice
i got fucked again
and Jamie came inside me which felt good
and we cuddled, and tried flavoured condoms...orange soda flavour isn't bad...but the taste of latex is still icky
more cuddling, lots of cuddling was needed
we ate curry and ice cream at some point
and i got the beating i've been wanting
nice and thuddy, bruises are coming along nicely
although didn't quite get to letting go space, it was still amazing
i like beatings, aparently it was at least an hour long by our estimation, but then again time perception isn't a strong point...it could have gone on all day, felt so good
silly pain slut that i am
now, just need to find someone who'll get off on hitting me, doesn't charge, and doesn't have dodgy joints...
^__^
more cuddles and i started humping jenns leg (i was blissed out, ok)
so i got a rocket ice lolly inserted rather forcefully, be ok if they were less sharp!
fucking cold still
but then showers and dressed
and train home, complete with assholes wondering loudly is we were lesbians...
and we had an hours wait at b/ham international for a non existant bus
but a nice drunk talked to us about lesbians and his sex life
he was quite interesting actually, degrees in aeronatical engineering and law, going back to get his masters...
and he said he liked me for being honest about my sexuality...
got a lift from dad, and chinese
and tomorrow we're off super early to visit reiko
can't wait to see her
a little part of my mind still doesn't quite belive this really happens
*sigh*
guess it'll have to wait till i see a neo vagina in the flesh...
the car journey is going to fun with these bruises...
i just hope we don't get lost
i miss Jamie
*kisses for my Master*
i'm his
wish i was with him