the pain!!!!
running away,
scared,
no that i should be,
aware of your unseen prescence,
excited,
the sweet anticipation of your touch,
the longing tone in your voice,
the smile saved for me,
the caress of your words,
the unending happiness caused from your grace upon me.
yet i run away,
afraid to scrape my knees,
afraid to feel your warmth,
knowing that only good things can come.
i am breaking my own rules, letting someone in, letting then in my head, my bound heart, and it feels so good. i am happy, i know it will not last forever, but i am enjoying it. we all need to just let go sometimes. i am finding some good things and people too.
scared,
no that i should be,
aware of your unseen prescence,
excited,
the sweet anticipation of your touch,
the longing tone in your voice,
the smile saved for me,
the caress of your words,
the unending happiness caused from your grace upon me.
yet i run away,
afraid to scrape my knees,
afraid to feel your warmth,
knowing that only good things can come.
i am breaking my own rules, letting someone in, letting then in my head, my bound heart, and it feels so good. i am happy, i know it will not last forever, but i am enjoying it. we all need to just let go sometimes. i am finding some good things and people too.