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To My Parents:
I want you to know, that I know you've been reading this journal. I also want you to know that if you think that I'm ever going to trust you again, you're insane! You promised me last time that you wouldnt do this to me again, you wouldnt go behind my back and read my journal. THIS ISNT FOR YOU! This is so I'm not crying my fucking eyes out every moment I'm in this damn world! This is so i can get my feelings out without taking them out on my friends(whom I've already lost enough of) and YOU(which then you just get mad at me which you should know by now dosnt help anything and makes me want to die even more!)! Now after reading this, you're going to do one of two things A) get pissed off and yell at me, which really helps me now dosnt it*sarcasum* or B) not mention it, in the case that I may not actually know that you're reading this. Believe me, I know you're reading this. You wanna know what's going on in my life? You wanna know what's wrong? You wanna help? THEN ASK!!!!! And if I dont tell you, it's cause you cant help anyways, no matter what. But i can tell you one thing: PROVING TO ME THAT I CANT EVEN TRUST MY OWN FUCKING PARENTS, DOSNT HELP ME ONE LITTLE BIT!!!!!!!! Wake up and smell the coffee, if you want me to talk, then first prove i can trust you. So far you havent done that. Another thing you could do, TRUST ME. Let me make my own mistakes and learn from them!
Now, this is what you do: you exit out of this website, you get up, and you come and tell me that you arent going to LIE to me anymore. Tell me that I can actually trust my parents! Then, you never come back here again. You wont check my history, you wont read my stuff, you wont look through my folders! I'm sick of this, I dont trust you at all. I dont even trust that you care if I die or not.
oh, and I want you to know: I hardly ever swear(only when im REALLY mad), I'm actually a really really good kid compared to my peers. So be happy with that.
Your daughter,
Rendi
I want you to know, that I know you've been reading this journal. I also want you to know that if you think that I'm ever going to trust you again, you're insane! You promised me last time that you wouldnt do this to me again, you wouldnt go behind my back and read my journal. THIS ISNT FOR YOU! This is so I'm not crying my fucking eyes out every moment I'm in this damn world! This is so i can get my feelings out without taking them out on my friends(whom I've already lost enough of) and YOU(which then you just get mad at me which you should know by now dosnt help anything and makes me want to die even more!)! Now after reading this, you're going to do one of two things A) get pissed off and yell at me, which really helps me now dosnt it*sarcasum* or B) not mention it, in the case that I may not actually know that you're reading this. Believe me, I know you're reading this. You wanna know what's going on in my life? You wanna know what's wrong? You wanna help? THEN ASK!!!!! And if I dont tell you, it's cause you cant help anyways, no matter what. But i can tell you one thing: PROVING TO ME THAT I CANT EVEN TRUST MY OWN FUCKING PARENTS, DOSNT HELP ME ONE LITTLE BIT!!!!!!!! Wake up and smell the coffee, if you want me to talk, then first prove i can trust you. So far you havent done that. Another thing you could do, TRUST ME. Let me make my own mistakes and learn from them!
Now, this is what you do: you exit out of this website, you get up, and you come and tell me that you arent going to LIE to me anymore. Tell me that I can actually trust my parents! Then, you never come back here again. You wont check my history, you wont read my stuff, you wont look through my folders! I'm sick of this, I dont trust you at all. I dont even trust that you care if I die or not.
oh, and I want you to know: I hardly ever swear(only when im REALLY mad), I'm actually a really really good kid compared to my peers. So be happy with that.
Your daughter,
Rendi