i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

[blondst_brunete]

im really cold. and sore. from yesterday. i went to the country fair. for the fire department's picnic. they invite all the families of the firefighters for the day to wherever they have the picnic. next year its splish splash. i spent at least an hour in the batting cages. i have the blisters to prove it =/. and i did the go karts. i got tipped over. by one of the firefighters. it was really funny. but i was scared shitless. and i went to the driving range. and i can hit the golfball pretty far and accurate for a 4'9" kid. but i have to say the 'twins' got in the way. =/. so im afraid theres no golf in my future haha. but im in so much pain from just the motion of swinging the golf club. haha. especially my ribs, i think the go kart tipping over might have contributed to that to haha. BOY UPDATE. so boy # 1 had his chance. and he failed. so its now onto boy # 2. haha. i think me and boy # 1 are better friends. my parents (as well as his) want us to end up together. and i think that because our parents are constantly telling us how 'cool' the other is. that we have it permanently imprinted in our minds that we will never ever be together in a more than friends way. haha. if anything it would be friends with benefits. but i choose not to go down that road AGAiN. fwb is such shit in my book. after the whole '8th grade scandal' im totally done with it. um so we're re-doing my house room by room. everything is changing. =/. soooo. i got stung by a bee for the first time friday night. it hurt. =(. im going shopping tonight. getting a new outfit for friday night. which means, yes mary im going.

im bored && tired. && my neighbors are here. because they're ill. and i love them. so im out

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