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[blondst_brunete]

i need to get out of my house. my mom is trying to quit smoking. which is good. and im trying to be good and not be a bitch and piss her off. but its not working too well. i didnt have two minutes to talk to amanda last night cause she was bitching the entire time about how the tree was blocking her from seeing the fireworks. and how its too buggy. and how christopher and his friend werent behaving. im so done. tonight im going ot the movies, tomorrow im babysitting till late, saturday i wont see her, and sunday, im planning on spending the time im at the country fair place with billy p. =) haha. but no, just away. and then im going to amanda's for the night. i really want her to stop smoking. and i know its really hard to do. but its just really getting unbareable right now. so the killers concert is in 71 days. and i absolutely love my father for getting me the tickets. because me and anne have been dying to see them since we found out they were giving a concert in central park, but we couldnt go. BUT now we can =D. september 30th. jones beach. cause brandon flowers is just about the cutest thing next to jesse mccartney. i just wish he'd lose the eyeliner. then he'd be abso-friggen-lutely perfect. yesterday i ran 2 and a half miles, and my legs feel like jello. i was stupid enough to take a 'break' for the past two weeks. =/. i need to whip my ass into shape for soccer. in a little over a month. i so cant wait to play. i kinda want school to start. i miss seeing everyone every day. and i miss the whole chaos of it. and being so busy that you'd never have time to do anything. but mostly seeing everyone everyday. unless of course a global project is due, then im out. haha. NO MORE STOELiNGA-BURK. there is a god. that is probably one of the things im looking forward to most. i really hope i get sollese. or however he spells it. cause i heard hes a really good teacher, and. hes short. so he wont make fun of me. cardo did ALL THE TiME. haha. i miss his corny jokes. well not really haha. but i miss student council boy. i think he was at letch's party last saturday. i miss my friends. like alot. =(. but i love the summer. =D. matt and anthony are here. they're my neighbors. im out.

we're hitting the pool & the lounge chairs =D.

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