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Another morning where I am having trouble concentrating on my work, though this time it’s due to the headache I have had since I woke up.
I don’t know what has been wrong with me the last couple of weeks in work. I have a list of things to do and if I faff, these things are only going to become more urgent as well as the list becoming longer at the same time. Normally I find my lists really motivating and feel a sense of accomplishment at being able to get things ticked off faster than they are being added, but it’s not working for me right now.
It’s the same with my CV, I spend a few minutes on it, then I give up and despite my anxiety that I really should have sent it off by now, I can’t provoke myself into treating it more urgently. It’s not in the bad out-of-date way it was though. I just need to work out what I’m going to put for my current training seat (as I’ve only been here a month) and tighten up what I have said about two of my previous jobs (the other 2 are done). Oh, and add the ‘Other Interests’ section… Then it is going to P and Cat for critique!
I’ve promised myself that by the end of this week I will have a CV and by the end of the month I will have sent off for my passport. I’m not going to break that promise to myself and I am determined to get over this lethargic, disorganised, unmotivated feeling!