Jan 29, 2004 18:43
ok so u ppl always say ur life sucks well u have no clue....
my parents have a resternat the one in brooklyn makes the food and stuff and sends it 2 new jersy well the damn health inspector is shutting it down now the food wont be able 2 go 2 new jersey
now the one person i like has decided that its not healthy 2 like each other so we r gunna stop and idk wut im gunna do about that cuz he means so0o0o much 2 me ((as u can tell from my other entries)) somtime i just feel so lonly i mean not just b/c of him but from all my friends i just dont seem like ppl care about me that much well i guess so...
back 2 the other topic i dun wanna become poor....i have no idea wut im gunna do...my mom is a nervous wreck...i havent stoped crying
i sumtimes think about death and how peoples lifes would be if i wasnt in it ne more...or how my family would be ((maybe they would be happy))
i wanna go back 2 florida
i kno ill save up a lot of money get all my friends here in new york and than take them buy a house in florida and we will all be living there
i will c ariela all thee time ((omg my life would be so differnt if she wasnt in it))
shoutout for the day : ariela i love u 2 death u mean the world 2 me best friends for ever u dun know how different my life would be if u werent in it that one summer were we werent friends it was the worst 2 months of my life im so happy that we became friends again but since we fought that summer i think it just brought us closer 2gether....i love u so0o0o much and i love ever1 else 2 dun worry im gunna have a shoutout 4 every1 every time i update.