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Shit has been busy.
And shit has been confusing.
But it's okay, really.
I find myself thanking God for my ability to consistently fill my time with things to do. I've been working up a storm the past couple weeks and hopefully this time my paycheck won't be $45 dollars (thanks, spring break.)
Being 21 is like living in another world, I'm not even used to it. Spring term this year is oging to be such a completely different thing than it was last year, or the year before. I'm doing really well in my classes, and I'm still eating "relatively" healthy. At least I'm not sleeping in until 5 pm and then working my way through a half gallon of tequila EVERY DAY. Now it's just every OTHER day. AND it's legal.
I think writing things down is great. I should have started writing people letters about how I feel long ago. It really does work wonders.
As for feelings-- I'm pretty sick of the negative ones so I think I'm just going to expel them from my emotion database. No more jealousy, no more sad, no more self-doubt. I'm better then that and I can find a better way of expressing myself than just freezing up and bein allll like OH WHATEVA I DONT GIVE A FUCK...Because I do, some times.
Anyways, I'm still alive..you know, when I'm not working myself to death.
boo-ya.
And shit has been confusing.
But it's okay, really.
I find myself thanking God for my ability to consistently fill my time with things to do. I've been working up a storm the past couple weeks and hopefully this time my paycheck won't be $45 dollars (thanks, spring break.)
Being 21 is like living in another world, I'm not even used to it. Spring term this year is oging to be such a completely different thing than it was last year, or the year before. I'm doing really well in my classes, and I'm still eating "relatively" healthy. At least I'm not sleeping in until 5 pm and then working my way through a half gallon of tequila EVERY DAY. Now it's just every OTHER day. AND it's legal.
I think writing things down is great. I should have started writing people letters about how I feel long ago. It really does work wonders.
As for feelings-- I'm pretty sick of the negative ones so I think I'm just going to expel them from my emotion database. No more jealousy, no more sad, no more self-doubt. I'm better then that and I can find a better way of expressing myself than just freezing up and bein allll like OH WHATEVA I DONT GIVE A FUCK...Because I do, some times.
Anyways, I'm still alive..you know, when I'm not working myself to death.
boo-ya.