Staring up into the sky, counting all the reasons why..

[blonde_lightnin]

I'm starting to feel REALLY sick. Not flu sick.. like mentally ill. When I think of how few days are left before school starts I just wanna die. Where did the summer go? what the hell happened? Everyone seems to have enjoyed theirs so much, and although I did enjoy mine, I haven't really done anything life changing. A lot of people's lives have

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[shmooshzy]

hey if you ever need help with math, i'm here. i did pretty well in gr11 math.

and drama isn't as bad as it seems. it will be if you exclude yourself from everybody. i did that once... and i didn't find the class at all fun. the only reason why i did that was casue i had problems with some of my 'friends' in that class... but whatever... if you feel you can't communicate with any people in that class... then it probably isnt' worth your time, unless you have that die hard acting spirit that i had. tha'ts why i stayed. i love acting, and i love improv.

and hey, there's a friend out there for everyone. when i was the new kid in gr 10... i was literally the biggest loner in the school and i was incredibly shy to go up to anybody, and i hated going to school. everyday i'd sit in the library, reading magazines or sitting on the computer. everyday, i just wanted to go home. then one day, this kid came up to me, he asked if i wanted to hang out with him and his buddies at lunch one day. i made friends with 2 of the coolest guys i know and even though i've only known them for 4 and a half years, they're probably my closest friends.

then in gr11, there was a new kid in my class. he was like mirrored image of me. alone everyday. i felt sorry for the kid, and i started talking to him, he turned out to be a really cool guy.
so yo, just talk to somebody, you're a cool person, i couldn't see why anybody wouldn't want to be your friend. i know i would. whoever doesn't, their loss.
keep your head up. there's a bright side to everything...

[blonde_lightnin]

Awww thank you so much Hekmat, seriously. It's people like you that make me wanna just go back and put up with hi skool for another 2 years in hopes of finding someone- i can only hope it's someone as nice as you:D

I seriously doubt I will find anyone tho, unless some new kid comes. Cuz I've been aroudn the block and know the crappiness of almost all the people in my school. They're all hurting potheads and hoes... and I rather be a loner reading in the library than be that. So yeah, I'm still thinking about what to do but thanks again for the advice :D

[shmooshzy]

hey, anytime... you're cool and smart. however things end up, i hope it ends with you being happy. you deserve it. nobody really wants to 'put up' with anything. so i wish you all the best