Staring up into the sky, counting all the reasons why..

[blonde_lightnin]

I'm starting to feel REALLY sick. Not flu sick.. like mentally ill. When I think of how few days are left before school starts I just wanna die. Where did the summer go? what the hell happened? Everyone seems to have enjoyed theirs so much, and although I did enjoy mine, I haven't really done anything life changing. A lot of people's lives have

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[writingsofagirl]

i used to feel that way. i hated school, and the little clique i was in. it was all so stupid and everything. and i didn't want to be a loner so i made friends with this one girl, and all she did was talk about other people. i thought it was pretty funny at first but then i was like "what am i doing?" so i just left school. i couldn't take it anymore. i started homeschooling and it was no better, i had no friends and i became an internet loser.

i wish i could have just stuck it out for a couple more years because me leaving wasn't really worth it. or maybe it was and i just haven't got that part yet. i don't know but i guess some people aren't made for school and i'm one of them. and if you feel like you have to leave well then i think you should talk to your mom about homeschooling. sometimes you just have to do what you have to do. <3

[blonde_lightnin]

What grade did you leave in?

[writingsofagirl]

half-way through sophomore year.

[blonde_lightnin]

I see.. howcome you didn't like home schooling tho? School is somethin that is important to me. I don't wanna drop out because I wanna be educated. I just can't stand the critisism and the immaturity of the people in my school. I don't know if i can stick it out for 2 more years until I hopefully meet some cool people in university or college.

[writingsofagirl]

yeah i don't want to become a drop-out either. that's why i started homeschooling. i just don't like it because i don't have anyone to socialize with, its just work and then computer and tv time. nothing is fun. and i lost all of my "friends" because they are too busy hanging out with kids from school to come around and hang out with me. and when i do hang out with them, all they talk about is THIS HAPPENED AT SCHOOL TODAY and THIS and THAT. and it really makes me mad, so yeah. that's the only downside to homeschooling.