Sep 25, 2005 14:40
for once in my life i can say im pretty sure i have my life straight.
for a while back i had an addiction, not drugs or liquor, none of that but of something else. it seemed i needed it everyday to fuel myself to go on. however i realized that it wasn't worth what i was putting myself through and attempted to disregard this addiction from my life. i can finally say it's done, overwith, finished. i feel so much better now, being the person i am, which is the same as before but i dont have this problem wound in my head anymore. i won the war.
i miss jill. i hate it when colleen is working and i can't talk to her, so i would turn to jill or vice versa, but now i only have one way out. i can't wait til she comes home. little less than two weeks i think. thanksgiving.
im pretty busy lately, working fulltime and balancing my social life.
things are great.
my heads held high, with a smile across my face.