10 months
For anyone that cares it has been over 10 months since I have updated. My life has completely changed and I wouldnt have it any other way. I am going to be a senior in highschool, I know exactly what I want to do in life and exactly who I want to spend it with. I make money and I have come to realize that not everyone is worth your time so dont waste it on them. I am grateful for all the people in my life who make me feel wanted and accepted and for everyone else who makes me feel like shit go to hell because I am never going to waste any of my time on you again. =)
I am not the same person I was ten months ago. I have grown as a person, lived life to the fullest, and had an awesome time being a highschool junior. I learned that in order for people to accept you, you have to accept yourself. And that you can not dwell on your past because there is a reason it did not end up in your future. There was a three month period in my life where I took time to be alone and take time to be away from other people. Many people say I was miserable, and they are probably right but it was worth it in the end.
The past six months have been the best six months I can remember. Letting yourself go and just being able to relax and be happy with everything is the best feeling. I truly believe that in order to share yourself with someone and to be in a relationship you have to be able to be stable and content on your own, because in the end you are your own person (liberated right jon haha) but its okay to be somewhat dependant on other people as long as you have a strong base to fall back on if you need to. Dependency is not a bad thing as long as you know what it is like to be self-dependant, and that it something that I will never forget.
I will no longer let the drama that I use to deal with effect me and I will no longer waste time on people and things I dont believe are worth my time. THE END
I am not the same person I was ten months ago. I have grown as a person, lived life to the fullest, and had an awesome time being a highschool junior. I learned that in order for people to accept you, you have to accept yourself. And that you can not dwell on your past because there is a reason it did not end up in your future. There was a three month period in my life where I took time to be alone and take time to be away from other people. Many people say I was miserable, and they are probably right but it was worth it in the end.
The past six months have been the best six months I can remember. Letting yourself go and just being able to relax and be happy with everything is the best feeling. I truly believe that in order to share yourself with someone and to be in a relationship you have to be able to be stable and content on your own, because in the end you are your own person (liberated right jon haha) but its okay to be somewhat dependant on other people as long as you have a strong base to fall back on if you need to. Dependency is not a bad thing as long as you know what it is like to be self-dependant, and that it something that I will never forget.
I will no longer let the drama that I use to deal with effect me and I will no longer waste time on people and things I dont believe are worth my time. THE END