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So I find myself in one of my moods again. I really hate this time of year. I am really getting to the point where I am tired of being alone. I don't want a serious thing but I want something. I've been hanging with this guy B for the past month. It's been great. Both of us agree to the whole NSA thing. It's just really nice to have someone there ya know. Guess he got spooked or something but he has been pulling back slowly over the past week and I finally asked him about it. Needless to say I was put in my place (at least that is how I took it) All I can say is Damn Gemini's. They spook way to easy. What's really strange is B is the 3rd gemini in a row.
I really thought what I wanted was a friends with benefits situation but after being with B and having him treat me the way a MAN treats a woman has made me realize that I want more. Don't know if with him or not but I'm not willing to settle anymore. I do love how he makes me laugh though. It has been waaaay to long since I've been able to laugh or since anyone could make me laugh. He's after me to go back to school and finish my degree. At some point I will but don't know when.
I really thought what I wanted was a friends with benefits situation but after being with B and having him treat me the way a MAN treats a woman has made me realize that I want more. Don't know if with him or not but I'm not willing to settle anymore. I do love how he makes me laugh though. It has been waaaay to long since I've been able to laugh or since anyone could make me laugh. He's after me to go back to school and finish my degree. At some point I will but don't know when.