*scratches head* I know I'm prolly not a welcome sight around here but because of the new year approaching and all. I'd rather not start it off on a bad foot you know? We should call a truce to this silly stupid little would-be stand off and what not
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I just don't want to be called a gimp and odd when I say something. I know you're kidding, but sometimes I think you really mean it and it kind of hurts my feelings. At the very least, I want to be friends again. I actually miss being friends with you.
Gimp and odd are good things 95% of the time in my case you know that right? No need to jump the gun on it as it's one of my rather...unusual quirks.
Live and let lived I suppose.
Fair warning, the others aren't going to be very forth coming towards to. They have their own conclusions to make after all and the concenous (sp?) isn't very pretty.
I am just tired of petty bull shit which this whole thing has been really and I just want civility.
I understand they are pissed at me or whatever, but I agree in starting off slowly. So, like you said, an occasional "hello" is okay in my book and whatnot. Perhaps with time this whole thing will heal over and everyone else will be civil too.
Just for the record as well, the different reasons they're pissed aren't from anything I've ever said. Only two of them ever saw that post that pretty much started this and they came to their own conclusions about it. I can partially agree with parts of each of theirs but always all of it
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The reason why I wrote that entry that day was because you kept on shrugging my accounting grades off as nothing - and I felt really strongly about them and a friend is supposed to comfort you and be there for you. I really felt alone that day after you told me that I say it after I take every quiz, and that I am just pulling B.S., which I don't do. Granted, sometimes I do give up on myself easily. However, there are times where I do put in effort and try. It just hurt my feelings when you said those things to me. It made me feel like I had no potential.
But, that's the past now, and I'd like to put that behind me considering I understand accounting now and economics is still a little fuzzy. But, I am getting better at them.
At any rate, I want to send out my apologies to the highest extent because the day I wrote that, I was also mad at myself and took it out on you too much - being, it wasn't your fault. It was my fault for failing. Just what you said made me feel even worse.
It wasn't so much as shrugging off...when I get a bad grade I can either complaine and mope till the gods change it or I can just move on and improve myself. It's just how I am, I'll get a bad mark and change it into motivation rather then depression or anger.
For the record as well...we're supposed to fail that accounting exam. It was a way to shake up those who hadn't been doing their work. Only two people passed it.
Even if you had gotten mad, you should have told me. That's what friends are supposed to do. Instead I find out via livejournal that you were effectively shutting out the world on a much larger scale. Thus starts the mini-war O.o
I know I should've told you or e-mailed you... and what I did was stupid and I apologize for it. That's all I can say at this point. I can put how you made me feel behind me, and I am willing to start over if you are.
By the way, in case you didn't know, Final Exam schedules are up on the student portal (in the same place where you get your timetable, click on get your weekly exam)
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I just don't want to be called a gimp and odd when I say something. I know you're kidding, but sometimes I think you really mean it and it kind of hurts my feelings. At the very least, I want to be friends again. I actually miss being friends with you.
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Live and let lived I suppose.
Fair warning, the others aren't going to be very forth coming towards to. They have their own conclusions to make after all and the concenous (sp?) isn't very pretty.
I am just tired of petty bull shit which this whole thing has been really and I just want civility.
Truces are better then war any day in my books.
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But, that's the past now, and I'd like to put that behind me considering I understand accounting now and economics is still a little fuzzy. But, I am getting better at them.
At any rate, I want to send out my apologies to the highest extent because the day I wrote that, I was also mad at myself and took it out on you too much - being, it wasn't your fault. It was my fault for failing. Just what you said made me feel even worse.
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For the record as well...we're supposed to fail that accounting exam. It was a way to shake up those who hadn't been doing their work. Only two people passed it.
Even if you had gotten mad, you should have told me. That's what friends are supposed to do. Instead I find out via livejournal that you were effectively shutting out the world on a much larger scale. Thus starts the mini-war O.o
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All that type of motivational type stuff.
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So it's just going to be Livejournal and if I see you outside waiting for the bus a "hello"?
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