full circle

[blissonacloud]

It's funny how things really work out... these last few months have really showed me where I stand in this world... from breaking hearts to lack of loyalty ... I think I’ve seen it all now... but the one thing that is still very funny is karma... I never would have thought much of it but it seems that there is always a way to have things worked out

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loyal and true

[blissonacloud]

And finally James... I really don't care about your two cents... mainly because your only looking at this issue one sided... never once have you ask me how I feel about this... and I’m not going to let this go... I’ve always bent to johns' likings because it wasn't my place to say other whys in most cases... I’ve always let him walk all over me because I though more of him... but it's now that I should have equal power of the issue that I can see what he really is... your right it's not me controlling the house... but it's also not a major vote system either... the living room area is now Matt’s but when it was the living room area it was every ones... not johns, not Kim’s, not Victoria’s, and not mine or any of the friends of the above... it's that reason that you don't leave your shit out there... main because it's every ones... if I wanted to bring people over to my apartment, I couldn't because there would be shit all over the place that wasn't even mine, it was mostly john and Kim’s.... so I said something about and it just rolled off peoples back like it was all good... so what am I suppose to do... keep paying my rent on time and go about my merry way in unhappiness... NO! I WILL NOT LET PEOPLE WALK OVER ME IN MY OWN APARTMENT... that area is every ones not one persons... there for if it's your shit keep it in your room because no one else wants to see it... that's why I put his cloth by his door because we have already talked about this shit before... but he things that he is above his own word and that everyone else has to follow it... I even ask him for a laundry basket to put his cloth into but he told me to fuck off... he was made that I said that I said that house was still a mess he "cleaned it"... BULL SHIT!!! that house wasn't cleaned... there were still fucking dishes in the god damn sink... he didn't do anything but pick up the living room in which case he would be doing a half ass job!!! so you know what James... if it comes to someone going to the hospital or jail then so be it... because I’m tired of laying down and letting the world walk over me let-alone my former best friend

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[blissonacloud]

dude im not saying its ok about the mess and stuff i know its hard to put up with that when im a freakin neat freak. But bringing the dishes and shit to his door is kinf of childish. and he doesnt respond to that shit. I dont think you should have to put up with it but face it this is life you cant just keep escalating the situation to prove a point when its not going to work. and as far as the fighting and the hospital thing over my dead body will you two fight. if me who needs anger management can control myself from fighting who i want to fight over there your not going to do it. dont make me bring out my wooden paddle and beat both of you like kids. you either talk it out or leave eachother alone but theres not going to be fighting. All thats going to do is fuck everyone over in that household. but if you want to talk let me know i'll be over there soon. remember im not against you just because john is my friend because so are you but like i said im not going to let two of my friends fight over some bullshit.