full circle

[blissonacloud]

It's funny how things really work out... these last few months have really showed me where I stand in this world... from breaking hearts to lack of loyalty ... I think I’ve seen it all now... but the one thing that is still very funny is karma... I never would have thought much of it but it seems that there is always a way to have things worked out

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you beleive what you want

[blissonacloud]

You know what things don't always go they you want... I never expected to have someone else’s girl feeling on me trying to do something with me right after she just had sex with you... I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH!!! I’ve never been through something like that... I didn't know how to react... so many things were going through my mind and I didn't know what to do... it wasn't until she tried to put her hand in my pants that I had to get up and it was almost then that you walked by... why is this my fault! this is your woman and your issue... I ask for you to get me that night because I didn't want to sleep any where else then my bed... I didn't ask for her to come get me... when she walked in the room I was almost asleep and caught off guard... you should of listen to me and just let her go... she was nothing but bad news and you knew it... not everyone has an answer to the problem at hand... most of the world learns from experience... and that's something that you problem have a hard time understanding... you have always gotten your way... you mom has always been there for you and paid your way... when ever you needed money she was there... when it came to a new car she was there... when your school was in danger she was there... so you know what don't even start with this shit... I’ve had to work for what I got... and yes your MOTHER was nice enough to let me stay at her place again when all this shit hit the fan I will repay her for that but I don't have the luxury of someone to back me up... I’m not lucky enough to have rich families... I only did what was right... doesn't matter what you think because even you change face often... remember when you were going out with Diana... you said you were going to be a swinger because of the way she was... it was an reason to keep her around... it was a reason to tell her it's ok that your cheating on me because I really don't care... it's a reason to say fuck you people... but what about now... I’d love to hear you say that to Kim... she would have you balls and then some... you change your face to often... I though you were my friend and that's why I would do anything for you... I would even let you know when you were wrong... that's what friends do... they tell you the truth no matter what... and now that I think of it... I can remember that when I was going out with Sarah that you said that if I did any thing with any one else that you would put your two cents in... it's funny how you contradict your self... listen I’m not going to say much more but I will say that you have started a forest fire that you can't control... you think that there's going to be the forest rangers here to save you but there not coming... the whole thing is burning and it's only a matter of time before it's ashes... so you know what... next your playing with fire remember not to be fucking stupid!

Re: you beleive what you want

[mentalloss]

achooooooooo and by the way i did tell kim i wanted to be a swinger...

good times

[blissonacloud]

wow that was along time ago... don't ask why i'm writing on this post but i figured you'd see it because it's under your reply... i'm writing here to telll you that i think Jen is going to get back with Matt... i really can't agree with it but i think that is what she's going to do...

It's really funny though... i can't understand why someone would want to do this... i mean i kinda feel her pain when i went through my thing with Jessie but Matt really really really fucked her over... and i'm left in the dark again feeling used...

but that's just that... i'll talk to you when i get home...
later
adam