lost again...

[blissonacloud]

well i was right... again... it looks like the relationship from heaven has fallen from the skys and crashed right down on my head from nowhere... i really didn't see that coming... i mean first we have some troubles... then we fix it... then she makes sure that i'm not going to going anywhere... then out of nowhere she's has two days to think and she decides that she's going to break up with me... i don't understand... what about all the stuff we did togeather... do it mean nothing now... why is it that someone like her self would give-up even though i'm trying so hard to make things work... i'm not about to make this post a bashing one... but i will end this with the fact that i know that rico has some play in this weather he knows it or not...

other then that i went home early from work because i couldn't talk... after i heard the news i couldn't talk... and when i got to her house i couldn't talk... so i just went home and slamed the ball around for awhile... but now here i am... i think i'll go lose myself in my computer... it seems to be the only thing that sticks around...