I don't know why, but I feel like something's wrong with me. I don't feel whole. Maybe it's just because I work so much, but I fear that it might be something deeper than that. I really don't feel that much anymore, I don't know why. It's not that I don't want to, but more that I can't... I want to feel something. It doesn't matter what that ( Read more... )

I LUFF ADRA! SHE'S THE BESTEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD! Hopefully she really can make me "rest" better when we hang out. Hehehe... Okay, I'm done.

An update in my livejournal after over a year! What can it mean you ask? It means that I'm really mother freaking bored and still a bit drunk from my new wave fun night. I really don't have much else to say (which is another reason that I don't use this anymore). Fare thee well friends and fiends alike.

I hope you're happy Adra!

I'd update, but I'm too lazy...

I've finally updated... and that's about it. If anyone wants to talk, you all know how to contact me. Adios.

-Ravin C.

I'm alive. I work a lot. I barely eat. I work more. I go home. I work more. I don't really see anyone anymore. I go to work. I attempt sleep, but it doesn't work. Then I eventually get a GINORMOUS paycheck. That's really about it. Things aren't really going good or bad. One actual good thing is that my dad now lives in Florida and I don ( Read more... )

I don't know why I bother most of the time. I always set myself up. I'll start to like someone a lot, and I think that they like me. Sometimes they even act like they do. It turns out that they don't most of the time though. That's just the way things go out here in the wild, wild west. I guess that's the way that it'll always be. Oh well, I ( Read more... )

Wow, I just figured out that I really don't care anymore. Awesome. I feel somewhat relieved now. I believe it all now. Everything that I heard that I didn't want to believe. I guess it's all true. Fun times. As Whitney put it, "Well, when you hear it from the horse's mouth... you tend to believe it." So that ends that little rebellion in my ( Read more... )

And then I randomly have an update after a really long leave. I'm at Whitney's house right now and I felt like updating. Not much has really changed. I have an apartment now. It's awesome. I live with Mike, Chris, and our friend Jon. They rock. I'm not sure, but I think I'm actually kinda happy with the way that things are right now. There ( Read more... )

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